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    Monday, July 7th, 2008
    4:29 pm
    S.N.A.G. data release: the art age of quantum

    S.N.A.G. Data release:

    as every art movement reflects the unfolding science, history, thought process of the times, i herby declare we are in the art age of:

    Quantum.

    everything one and all all at once depending on what where who.

    hyper-inter-dimensional thinking seeing and hearing, and believing

    time is moving at such a faster and current rate.

    things, ideas and people are manifesting more quickly and suddenly...the earth is propelling faster.....

    currently traveling thru wilderness in canada with timothy treason.

    horse flies here also known as meat bees. bite chunks of flesh and leave gaping bleeding holes. was given bear medicine by first nations Cree people to fight them off.

    owls are looked down upon here....

    moose here are the silent sacred creature. meese????

    but, what if...we have every continent in its own eco-system, different variations and species of animals, plants, people....yet they are still animals plants, people...so goes

    Religion and belief systems. they are all the same. a belief system, yet it varies according to the terrain.

    just as a south american tropical tree frog would die, adapt or become an endangered species in the pacific northwest,

    so follows beliefs, spirituality, thought..where does it survive? where does it starve? where does it invade? how do they battle, hunt, co-exist, symbiotic.

    so we are all right. we follow our own truth. and it is true because we make it so.

    pain and pleasure the teaching pair.

    a law of science: energy never disapears.

    your body will be cast away one day and left behind is energy. to become a new form.

    homework: the law of attraction. the most difficult part to grasp: you are in charge and create everything and everyone in your life.

    What! i have that power!?

    Yes

    so, i can't blame others forwhat happens to me?!

    nO! cause you are in charge of how you react and the reality of your situation.

    oh.......so i can do almost anything....thats a huge responsibility!

    Saturday, July 5th, 2008
    11:41 pm
    present dream
     S.N.A.G. homework: study the "Law of Attraction"
    read "The Mastery of Love"
    be responsible for your reactions to life.
    11:40 pm
    Writer's Block: The Best Thing You've Done

    If you were to die now, at this moment, what would you think of as the best thing you've ever done in your life?

    Submitted By [info]weyyytictacs


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     being in  love with timothy raven
    11:38 pm
    S.N.A.G. The Science Nerd (anarcho-art)Apocalypse Guild
     S.N.A.G. (The Science Nerd Apocalypse Guild )was founded in the late summer of 2007 by Aron Vomitbus,Bobby Dangerously,and Brandy Gump.
    anybody can be in S.N.A.G.  only if they want to, and are willing to suspend disbelief in pursuit of knowledge under the premise,premisy of the possibility of anything, everything, all at once, quantum
    and that by considering all possibilities and view points as unique and true in their own right by realizing that to honor the voices equally of all involved is more important than the stagnant battle of who's right or wrong.
    knowledge is infinite, but each being (human,animal,plant) has a completely unique experience on this planet and each being's (plant,animal, human) voice and opinion should be considered as such.
    you can open up your own chapter anywhere you want. the possibilities are endless.
    S.N.A.G. was created in recognition of the need to create greater awareness in one's everyday life concerning the surrounding world(s). These worlds recognized as being both paradoxical micro- and macrocosms relative to the creations and creatures that exist within them. (for example, an ant colony in relation to a paper airplane making hobbie)
     In addition, it is a blatant rebellion to the oppressive and quite honestly, BORING lifestyle system of homogeneous human-centric thought, behavior and action that we allow to consume a greater part of our precious lives.
    The focus behind the creation of this guild is based upon the integral complementary union of
    Science/history/math
    +Magic/spirit/the invisible arts
    +the visual and performing Arts.
    Science: Being the study of ALL things in life, including one's own life. Recognizing the entirety of one's own life as an experiment within itself. Reclaiming the individual birth given right and suppressed passion to be a scientist and live one's science (just as one lives their art), by observation, study, hypothesis, research, questioning, destruction, re-construction and creation,adventure, exploration, investigation, documentation, experimentation, process,  repeated success' as well as failures, analyzing results,  reaching conclusions to be shared and considered with others, and preparing data in a way that best suits it's transmission to a given audience.
     To  reclaim the right and rediscover the desire to discover one's own world that has been stamped out, stolen and made exclusive by scientific authority.
    Magic: that is the heart of all things and which is mercilessly dismissed  and overlooked by oppressive scientific and mainstream authority, and
    Art beings the means in which we express the results and data of our scientific findings
     "take a look, it's in a book, it's reading rainbow, i, can fly anywhere....."
    anybody can be in S.N.A.G.  only if they want to, and are willing to suspend disbelief in pursuit of knowledge under the premise,premisy of the possibility of anything, everything, all at once, quantum
    and that by considering all possibilities and view points as unique and true in their own right by realizing that to honor the voices equally of all involved is more important than the stagnant battle of who's right or wrong.
    knowledge is infinite, but each being (human,animal,plant) has a completely unique experience on this planet and each being's (plant,animal, human) voice and opinion should be considered as such.
    you can open up your own chapter anywhere you want. the possibilities are endless.
    Thursday, November 10th, 2005
    3:51 am
    ...
    i'm sad and lonely. even though i'm surrounded by so many people.
    well. let's just go fucking cry about it.
    ...when do i have the right to feel sorry for myself, when there are so many other fucked up things happening in the world? i'm lucky to have enough food, a job, and a place to sleep.

    ............complaininggggggggggggggggggg..................
    Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
    9:09 pm
    two ears, one mouth. listenmore
    i'm a bartender at a restaurant called Beso. thankyou my wonderful friend callie for hooking me up. now i can afford to pay rent AND eat!

    ...lots of confusing romance in my life right now...........................atleast it's better than none.

    i think i forgot my kryptonite chain at punjabi. i'm a fool.

    i can't explain what i feel like right now. but things are really interesting and confusing. i know i'm not writing very interstingly right now. how bout i put up links to videos of the bike brawl. i'm in some.
    okay.
    http://homepage.mac.com/jdgo/iMovieTheater23.html

    Current Mood: fucked up
    Current Music: daniyel hicks and UVR
    Friday, August 12th, 2005
    5:27 pm
    berlin berlin
    insect symphony at the queer bar around the corner from kopi.
    the players:brandy gump, michael bunsen and adrian
    performance art. piano plays the teacher, jaw harp plays the annoying fly. paper flying around the candle plays the moth. caught on fire and dies.
    fin.
    disco party tonight.
    erica, kittie, thadeus, shira, verna, jason, adrian(mexico) iban,michael bunsen............and robots.
    Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
    9:36 pm
    punks!
    so, berlin is fuckin punk heaven!!!!!!!and, red, purple, green mohawks are still in style. evryone has them. erica and spidy (from portland! now has a husband in berlin!) helped me cut my hair. i kinda have a fashion mullet now. i need to go to spain where its in style.
    also. graffitti is everywhere.everywhere. i saw some faile and swoon too! they were also up in london.
    im back in sinc with following instincts and having it to rely on to bring me from one great thing to another, like finding things i need, or running into the people i need or want to run into. beautiful, i think even my dreams in in sequence to. man. woman!
    i could live anywhere in the world. maybe i dont wanna be in nyc so much anymore.
    we are gonna stay at a place called beamer starting tomorrow. spidys mom is coming, so they need room.
    naska from black label austin is here too. he did some of bronwyns tree tatoo that goes down her body.
    well....i have so much to write. gonna go help cook saurkraut.
    i want to stop filtering my life because of all the different friends i have. you live how you live. and its better to explain it to people than to fear of what they will think of you.
    last night i dreamed of saving a white baby camel that was running away from being used to promote camel cigarettes. its cause of this ad i saw for camels where they use oil paint puddles shaped like a camel. i swear in the sticker show gallery, i saw art that looked like what saw in my dream,a white poofy fuzzy camel except it said it was a sheep. ha! one of the tvs fell from the wall in the gallery and made an explosion noise. reminds me of throwing broken tvs off the roof of colins house and the chicken hut roof. remind me to explain abou the huge mcdonalds head thats on our roof, like a scalping. it has to do with the blackout, okay, ill tell it now. one of our unamed friends saw it everyday off the fucking freeway. a huge, inflatable ronald mcdonald sitting on top of the restaurant beckoning people to eat there. then, the blackout happened. no more flourescent spotlight were blastin their lights on it. he climbed, with a giant hunting knife in his teeth like a pirate >(okay, maybe not, but lets hope so) and he sawed its fucking head off and we now have its scalp over the water tower on the chicken hut roof.
    im moving out of the chicken hut too. new leaves turning. fluttering
    so i returned a ladys wallet with 100 euros in it. i feel good about it. then again, i used to think it was bad to steal from stores. and now, ill steal food if i need it, as long as its a corporate store. what am i going to do with the money anyway? when i can live pretty well without it? and, to me, it makes me happier knowing that the lady is going to be so happy to get her stuff back. and you never know who it is your taking things from.
    ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
    i need to write more.
    best regards!
    brandy van gumpenstein
    9:34 pm
    berlin!
    hi grandma!
    thankyou so much for sending word to my parents for me!
    we are still in berlin. i love it here so much, it is like new york except everyone is nice, its not as crowded, more nature, and everyone is pretty relaxed.
    i just got a haircut, me and erica and our friend shira did it. its kind of a punk haircut, like a fashion mullet if you know what that is. it looks really cool. i bet you think it sounds weird! ha-ha! its still long with the peices on top a little shorter so they can stick up a little bit.
    we went to some museums today, one with sticker street art, like photos of some colorful, huge bandaid stickers someone put on cracks in walls, or broken headlights, and other broken things on the street. we also went in this museum where blind jewish people made brooms at during the war, i think it kept them safe from the nazis because they were blind, and under the care of someone. i dont know all the details because it was in german. also i found a ladies wallet in there. luckily i found it. she had everything in it. i gave i to the people working their and they called to try to find the lady.
    well, we are making food now, with sour krout!
    yum!
    love,
    Brandy
    xoxoxoxoxoxox
    Sunday, July 17th, 2005
    4:52 pm
    amsterdam!!!!!!!!!!!!
    we hitchiked to Dover, took a ferry to france,on the ride made out with a belgian guy who spoke french, karl ...he was 16! he looked like he was 25. is that better than me always going for 28 year olds?
    continued hitchhiking until we got to amsterdam..all in under 24 hours. erica and mark wanted to hitchike all night...i was sooo cranky. i had a headache and really bad sore throat. i was SOOO pissed they wouldn't let me sleep. atleast we made it. the first night we had to sleep on a roof cause we couldn't find my friends. some suriname guys who lived next door saw us in the morning, luckily they thought it was funny, and were really nice to us. suriname was a dutch colony.

    we found my friend leo's house the next day. he lives in a squatted bakery. squatting is legal here. everyone opens a squat on sundays.a place has to be abandoned for a year. you go with a group of about 30 people, there's an official doorbreaker, they bust the door open, and you go inside, you legally HAVE to have a :chair, table and couch, inside for it to count as a squat. then you close the door, call the police, and they come shake your hand, and you have a squat! the funny technicality is that, the only illegal thing is the actual breaking of the door, so you have to do it quick, and get in before the police come, and that's why you have 30 people, so they can block the police from seeing or getting to the doorbreaker. but once you are actually inside, you're good! there are so many squats here, it's sooo nice, there are a lot of one's that are bars and stuff, just like any other bar, but they're squats.(the place people are looking to open now, is brad pitts flat they used to film oceans twelve)
    oh yeah, the police here are soo cute! compared to huge, gross beefy fucking jerk new york cops. the ones here are our age, and there are also a lot more women, and they actually are attractive, and nice. we had a march yesterday (to protest a squat that just got evicted, the owner can get you evicted if they can prove they are going to do something with a place within a year), and a motorcycle cop was trying to get through and was actually saying sorry! in new york, doing critical mass, they actually ram into you and try to knock you off your bike, and run you over...oh, and the way they spell police here, in dutch, is: politie!!!!!

    memoable people who picked us up: an awesome guy who played for us, then gave us this cd that's techno french accordian with a girl singing in french...it was fucking phenomenal. a turkish truck driver, he didn't know english, so drawing pictures came in handy..pictionary is a great social skill! he gave us turkish peanuts and played turkish music for us on his tape player...he would have taken us to turkey if we wanted, we almost did! but then decided to still go to amsterdam.
    two hot belgium dudes that cut trees and also hay...because someone uses it to try to cure cancer...i couldn't speak french so that's as much as we could make out. but, the great thing was, erica sat up front with them, and mark and i sat in the back of the truck, locked us in so we wouldn't fall outand, you know the people you're hitching a ride with are chill if they will put you in the back of their truck with chainsaws and gasoline!
    ...
    this week in amsterdam is the 2nd world tallbike festival. it will be amazing. the guy that's running it, who also runs tallbike.net has cancer and , literally weeks to live...it makes me so sad, he's doing all this still, and knowing he will die so soon...makes me fucking cry.

    ..after amsterdam we're going to germany. then prague.

    on a personal level...you learn so much about yourself when you travel. especially with friends, where you have to rely on each other and cooperate..and i've gone from completely happy to the most foul mood i've been in in a while. and, especially with little food sometimes, and how long we had to walk sometimes, especially being sleep deprived...my body's been feeling shit i've never experienced before.

    traveling is amazing. it's been a week today, but feels like a month.
    sooo...i also, am finding out shit..or rather remembering..or having time to pay attention to, shit i need to work on...like..acting like i know everything, being so demanding sometimes, some selfishness...though at the same time i'm so generous, atleast they counterbalance. and..sometimes...my energy can annoy certain people....i'm lucky to have close frineds to help point out things. who understand everyone has shit to work on.
    oh yeah...i've been trying..but i have a lot of insecurities i need to deal with......sigh...

    i'm so fucking anxious right now. and uneasy, i need to get off this computer.
    Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
    1:52 am
    why did the airline have to lose my sleeping bag!
    On Jul 11, 2005, at 8:14 PM, Brandy Gump wrote:

    > hey mb! we're at london, at an anarchist book shop
    > called freedom books, and we're going to a squat
    > called ramparts. we want to go to germany, we're going
    > through muenter and we want to go to berlin and
    > leipzig. maybe you should meet us in berlin? cause
    > we're hitchiking, and don't know if we can get to
    > stuttgart before we have to go to nyc. we're going to
    > amsterdam first. when will you be in berlin?
    > it will be so awesome to see you!
    > -always
    > brandy gump
    > oxoxox



    --- Michael Bunsen wrote:

    > Sweet! you mean Muenster? there is supposed to be a
    > good bike scene
    > there. I was planning not to be in Berlin until
    > August, but maybe we
    > can work it out. Or Leipzig is closer for me. You
    > will have lots of fun
    > in Berlin, I can tell you where to look for infinite
    > punks and FNB type
    > things (called Vokü (fo koo), plus there is a bike
    > messenger cafe that
    > had a CHUNK666 zine on the counter last time I went!
    > My friends Susan
    > and Irisa from PDX just hitchhiked through Germany
    > and all that good
    > stuff, if you need tips. When do you fly back? keep
    > me updated and
    > hopefully we'll run into each other!
    > :)
    > Michael

    awww! i heart you so much. i'm a little ill right now but just reading your e-mail made me feel better.i think i have jet lag, and am sick from the sun..headache...don't worry, i already feel better. i actually met irisa and susan in nyc, they slept in my house! i also saw erik too, susan's bf. he was here for the world's. he was supposed to stay at my house, but my roomates were crabby and overwelmed with guests so he stayed with some of my other friends.i'm pretty sure we're going to leipzig because we know someone there. we're going to amsterdam first, then traveling towards germany, i guess we'll get there by the end of the month. yes, i do mean muenster, i just can't put the two dots at the top of the u, so this german guy named benni told me to spell it that other way. we're staying at a squat right now called ramparts, it's super awesome, there are kids here from hamburg, so we can stay at their house along the way too. man, i think i read about that coffee shop with the chunk 666 zine in your blog a while ago. we just had an event here called 100 wheels of death, brooklyn bike brawl, it was the joined forces of chunk 666 new york, black label nyc, and the richmond virginia cutthroats (an offspring of zoobomb) i rolled as a cutthroat for the day, but am more like a bike gang, freelancer. i've been hanging out with the chunk people here actually, they're really nice. do you know kansas? tad from portland chunk was here too, for the world's and for the bike brawl. (not to brag, but i one 1st place overall at the bike brawl, and two other cutthroats gor 1st and 2nd. they won fireworks and i won a back wheel coaster brake rim which my friend rob from virginia promptly bought from me, he needed it for a bike he was making for his girlfriend. you can see a video of the event at www.sketchspace.com
    i would love tips about hitchiking through germany, and we want to know where the punks hang out in berlin, and i want to hang out with you, so, i'll keep you updated about my whereabouts. any info you can offer is much appreciated. we have standby tickets through www.air-hitch.com so, we can leave anytime, we want to get back to the states around august 1st, cause we're going to train hop to portland, it all depends if there's a flight open. we're going to probably fly out of germany, but we're not sure yet. wow. i'm so glad i'm here. i've never been to europe, i'm so excited. sorry this is so long! oh, we found out about a websire called www.hitchikers.org where you can get rides around europe.
    talk to you soon!
    -Brandy Gump xoxoxo
    p.s. they call dumpstering here "skipping" and dumpstered food is called "skip" isn't that cute!?
    Sunday, July 10th, 2005
    4:57 pm
    fukin london!
    i made it! me, my friends erica and mark are here in london. we got to stop over in iceland. it's so cute! no wonder bjork's from there. we're in a coffee shop right next to one of the train stations that got bombed. scary. our friend Logan's squat is right across the street. he's in scotland, with all of our other nyc friends that were at the g8 protest, apparantly he left a key to his room for us. gonna go to amsterdam to visit leo, germany to visit michael bunsen and give him a kiss card! and barcelona in spain...france...well, these are the wish list, who knows what will happen. my sleeping bag got lost on the plane, i didn't even want to check it anyway and they made me! see what happens! how ironic. we tried to hitchike to central londion from the airport, didn't work, we even made a cute sign that said central london and we drew hearts next to it, and i even played harmonica to make us seem nice...no luck. we took the underground. took a long time, but was a pretty ride. gonna be here a month....we'll see what happens.................................
    Thursday, June 16th, 2005
    4:05 am
    BONNAROOOOOOHHHHHH!!!!!!
    just got back from working as a security guard in tennesse at the bonaroo music festival. john prine played, alison krouch?
    but the best was modest mouse.
    there we're wanna be hippies/college kids everywhere, trippin out on drugs.especially hippie crack, which is nitis oxide that they huff from balloons for 5 dollars a poip. stupid kids. they walk around barefoot with pre-made patchwork pants tie-died shirts with phish or grateful dead on the front, hemp neclaces and either dreads or long hair with headbands. the girls wore flowy skirts. 4-5 people dies this year, most from O.D. i think people die every year there. that makes me sick.
    i had fun though to, but i would never pay 200 dollars to go to that shit. luckily i got to go for free and get payed!

    i'm flying to minneapolis tomorrow to go on an over 100 person tallbike ride with black label, rat patrol and the scallawags.

    last week i went camping in the catskills, saw a porcipine, swam in a lake naked. it was me erica, aron, bobby and jaime. we also made up this amazing story about pegacorns, rainbow fish and peple named george washington clinton.

    the week before that i was in montreal, we tried to go to the anarchist book fair but made it to late. we went to this awesome circus freak party though. montreal is where circ de soleil is. we met rad people doing awesome stunts, and making crazy art.
    the week before that i was in philly, saw the salvador dali exhibet. amazing. and went to the muter museum. it's a museum about human deformities.they had siamese tein babies preserved in jars, drawers of things people have swallowed (buttons, safety pins, false teeth) i guess there'a also a disorder where people just swallow things there not supposed to....the museumit's fascinating and repulsive at the same time.

    i just need to write all this stuff down. i haven't been kwpping up in my real journal that well.
    i might go to burning man this year, i'm either sneaking in or hopefully working at it.
    i'm also hittin gup chicago, portland, sanfransisco...and, that's it so far..cause i think we'll run out of time. i'm traveling with my friend erica.
    much love. always do what you want. don't let other people's rules or fear keep you from growing. taking risks. the naysayers are only scared themselves.
    Thursday, May 19th, 2005
    1:18 pm
    !!!!!!!!!!!!so much stuff!!!!!!!!!!!
    -I'm going to Hunter college in the fall (still in new york)

    went to philly last weekend to the Muter museum (of diseases and strange human deformities. shit was nauseating and fascinating at the same time, kinda like old people in spandex)

    -there's a new boy i'm kissing......... ;)

    i'm going to canada (montreal) this weekend for an anarchist book fair and a circus freak street party. AND everyone will speak french. AND canadians are way nicer that anyone!

    -freestore is going awesome. an info shop's being put in!

    gonna start traveling with erica: Bloomington Indiana to stop the road they're trying to build through there.
    Portland Oregon, Sanfransisco, hopefully grand canyon, and also, Richmond virginia, august 18th for best frineds day.
    yay!
    Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
    12:52 pm
    what i need right now.
    courage
    patience
    responsibility
    confidence
    take initiative
    really listen
    Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
    12:40 am
    nyc what-what! birthday party march 18th
    me and my friends:

    http://www.devrije.nl/archives/143775_2_St_Pats_066.jpg

    http://nyc.indymedia.org/feature/display/143775/index.phpBack

    also< anyone on FRIENDSTER or MYSPACE?
    tell me how to find you. you can find me under Brandy Gump.

    i'll be in portland march 20-30, but first i'm having huge dance party/vegan potluck/improv-performance jam session (including my neighbor who's in STOMP) Birthday party (i'm turning twent-teen. if you're in new york, come on over!
    heart,
    brandy gump
    Saturday, February 19th, 2005
    12:05 am
    to my blind date protege' (i know it's spelled wrong!)
    so, my friend shane told me he wanted to set me up on a blind date. i've never been on one, i thought they only existed on episodes of saved by the bell. so, i thought it would be a fun random, akward thing to do. i guess friendster is cheating. it's not a completely blind date anymore, and now i know things about you, like your obsession with "deez." maybe we should hang out, but without the "date" pretense. i like climbing the williamsburg bridge. last year on valentines day i rode my bike around time's square and interviewed random people with my talk girl tape recorder. playing music with garbage outside of Punjabi's late at night resulting in a previously slumbering lady chastising and calling us "children." i also hear you have good fashion. i sure hope so because most boys are color blind.
    let's go dancing or improv music or draw or something.
    because our friends said so, that's why.
    ;)
    -Brandy Gump
    Friday, February 4th, 2005
    12:57 am
    denied. failure. doubt.dissapointment.
    new york is kicking my ass.

    i realized i work about 50-60 hours a week. i just want to be in school. cooper didn't want me. it's a hard school so i shouldn't let it get to me tht much. i'm applying to hunter.
    i almost should go home to oregon so i can actually save money to do something. the only reason i'm not starving is because i take food from work. i'm going to apply for food stamps. i feel like i'm wasting so much time.
    if you're parents help with college money, you should feel lucky. really. please just think for a second and appreciate it.


    i'd rather be doing homework than hearing some east village uppity-fuck complain about tomato prices.
    Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
    1:12 am
    oh, also.....
    highschool was so stupid! mainly because i always felt like i was trapped with a bunch of cattle that did or thought whatever anyone told them. (except for a select few) and. how do you survive in that? i learned more in middle school. but guess what people. it doesn't change in the "real" world. we're all just a herd of cattle, except now all the little kids look at you, the grownup, the older person, and they think you have evrything in control. it's not true.

    can't make things right cause the manager will fire me, manager doesn't want to fire me but has to because the boss will fire him, boss has the manager fire me because he/she doesn't want to deal with smaller people, has to fire people to save money for their own raise and make their store profit look good so corporation can donate to million dollar presidential campaigns so when the favor turns back to them, they get more money!!!!yay!!
    really. is that shirt gonna look any different because it says GAP on it?

    everyone's greatest fear, is the fear of not being loved.
    why do we see commercials about:hair, makeup, new cars, beer that makes us sexy, jeans that make up sexy, f***ing disgusting plastic surgery shows to make us "prettier"..............so we'll "look good" and someone special will love us, or think we're cool.
    we want more money, to buy clothes, a nicer house. a new bmw, new nikes. so, we can seem more important, and fabulous,
    so someone will love us.

    guess wHAT PoePLE!!!!!!!!!!! you're already all beautiful, and fabulous and i love you!

    why did i wait so long to write how i feel in here? maybe i didn't know this much before. but also. how judgmental are we!? me, afraid my ideas will make some of my friends think i'm crazy, the other, more informed friends congratulating me, and then maybe a few borderliners who start thinking a little more about the way things are running........or. i could just go to starbucks and get a mocha."but noone else knows how to make it right! wah! wah!wah!" it's so much easier to not worry about any of these things. maybe i should just finish college and get a better paying job, and be comfortable gentrifying my neighborhood. i mean, i KnOw that i have priveleges i don't realize, simply because of my skin color. people aren't racist anymore! there aren't "poor" people anywhere! they were just to lazy to finish school!!!!!!!!it's not MY fault.

    or maybe! they didn't have enough money to go to a good college. or a family that brought them up the right way. or they weren't the "right color" or they had a felony for selling drugs because their minamum wage, $6 an hour job wasn't making them enough.
    WAKE UP PEOPLE there's more to life than..sigh.does any of this make a difference? it's ben said, over, and over. far and wide. in so many different ways. perhaps it's human nature to be selfish beings who find endless ways to justify our hurtful ways. history repeats.
    okay. you can go check your friendster account now. oh wait! i've got to check mine! maybe that boy wrote back....maybe someone likes me....i have to go get those new $200 shoes so he'll think i'm pretty...............................


    "i love the world, but i hate this g** Da**ed place"
    -ESAU (from the song "Hate" a cd some people gave me when i was street performing in portland)
    1:10 am
    treessssssssssssssssssstrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssssss
    wow! when you write the word tree and add lots of the same letters, it makes the word stress.!

    anyway

    My dream is to live in a tree house. i tried to convince my mom she could live in one with me. i was talking ot her on the phone, and told her i'd put an elevator, kitchen and everything. i kept pestering her until she exclaimed "I DON"T WANT TO LIVE IN A TREE!" i heard my dad laughing in the background.
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